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Haven't you ever noticed..
That some days you feel..
Different?

That at certain points..
You can't help but feel something's
Missing

Felt that there was..
More?

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It's a lingering feeling I have been having for a while.
Like YES, I know I'm small and all.
But what if what I am, isn't what I was meant to be?
>>

I know many of you, well us, including me.
has tried to fit in.
AT SOME POINT IN TIME.
maybe, not in with the crowd, But for different reasons.

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I lost my train of thought.

Damn short attention span.
Anyways.
I HAVE been in a very.. 'I'm not alone' Mood.
..been feeling that for some horrible, sad reason.
I'm not meant to be here.

Not like 'Well, I COULD be living in yadda yadda, rich and blah blah blah'
But more like 'I'm not supposed to be on earth, what if i'm not supposed to be alive'

Then the random 'What If?' attacked me this morning.
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Nothing to worry about there though.

I can tell you.
That right now I'm
PERFECTLY sane..
For now.. at least.


-Tosh