If you don't give a s**t or going to call me emo get the ******** out. I've got enough of my own s**t I don't need you giving me more
I'm tired of not knowing where I'm going and not knowing what to do. I can't take it anymore. I'm done. I just read what I believe to be a good friends profile on here. I feel terrible now. For everything. I'm sitting here telling my self "How could I be so stupid." His profile has probably said that for a while and I'm just now noticing. All I've been wanting to do is go cry. When I come undone he can always bring me back. Only one other person has been able to do that. On his pro it sa..It said he was supposed to be getting married. And with every thing he's told me and how I finally got up the courage to tell him how I feel and then to find that.....God..how could I be so stupid. So god forsaken blind? Now I don't want to talk to him because I know that if I do then he'll be able to tell. But if I tell him I don't want to talk then He'll think he did something. I don't want him to feel bad. It's his decision.
He doesn't love me the way that I wish he would. I just....I just wish he knew that I'm falling apart. No one here can see me. I feel like I'm glass.
Why does love have to be so hard?........
Camryn
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