I couldn't go to todays wrestling match on the east side...I almost cryed when i heard Kevin the varsity for my weight class tell me i couldn't go because it was a varsity only trip. The wrestling team members are like my brothers so when i found out that they could go but i couldn't it felt like they where getting something i didn't and could never get.
Im still really depressed about missing today's match because it was like a slap in the face because i have yet to wrestle in any other matches either because i never seem to have all the 12 practices i freaking need to wrestle or my grades are too low!
The guys on the team are all nice to me and i've grown attachted to them as though they might be brothers or something. My friend Kaydin how ever mocked me because i've grown close to the guys, telling me that was just gross i felt like i should slap her across her face but for the sake of our friendship and my brother Andrew i said nothing but glared at her.
I don't know why but i feel like im loosing a battle, i don't know what that battle is but in the back of my mind my brain itches insanely unless im running, fighting or doing something that takes up almost all of my attention...
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