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for some reson when every my b***h sister is over i always end up getting mad or havening some sort of anger tangdrum or crying.she stays in my room f**k's it up.kisses my mom's a** get me pissed off makes bad comments when i feel sad which gets me mad.plus now i have my period she better watch the f**k out before i kill her.my house is in a ******** mess then after she leaves i have more stupid bitches staying in my room.i hate being home right now i just wana leave i just wana have a house of my own and no longer live here with all this bull s**t.right now i am so ******** sick of it that i just wana leave right now.the holidays are comeing up and my parents are broke as f**k.an 12 year old girl's heart is about to be crushed i can just feel it right now.my mom keeps on saying whatever i get know counts as my Christmas persent.i only get two chases a year to get exspenive things and she just ******** it up.like i said i am so sick of living here right now.i have no room.no food.no clean cloths.no money why the f**k should i even still be here.i bet i'm probley just wasting my time typeing this cuz my mom is gona make even more mad if i tell her my sister will make me kill her.i don't feel like bring up the same s**t to my friends so i bring it here were no cares about it at all