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hi im lil k im 14 right now i like 2 skateboard, swim, wacth anime, skeatch, and surf the net my fave color is red and i have 2 children ((on gaia)) i hope u like my journal

lil_kaibas_girl91
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Posted: Tue Jun 21, 2005 @ 01:45pm

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	10 pills this time.. earlyer... i have 7 pills... now i have took..10.. about 2400 mg... i feel sick and warm... things have been so hard latly... i-i just cant take it eny more.. it hurt so badly... and so dos my heart... for someone how loves me is not showing it...we have fighting constently.. but i-i would die for him... i love u ham ham... in life and in death.... cry heart

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solidus the relentless
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Commented on: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 08:54am


	what!!!! you better not die on me!!!!

Commented on: Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 05:07am


	I wonder if you realise. Hun., kiddo. young lady, you got a life to live you got a beter chance at love near you, why freak out about online? It makes little point doens't it? Honestly I've been looking at this for a long time now. You love ham ham yeah so do a few other people, more than you? maybe maybe not, does he say to them possibly possibly not, Think about this HARD girl: doing this messes you up and hurts his emotions. this also messes with your friends and they disrespect you because of the foolishness. last of all.. I feel that doign this emotionaly hurts him and I bet in some way he feels trapped by you because you are doing all this crap. It's bad, I do'nt condone it, and I don't respect suicides. By all means I should have died when I hurt as bad as you but damn it I am alive. WHY? because I gave up mroe than what you are giging up right now.. I gave up on love and dating for 5years... you hear me? 5YEARS that is 5 years of my life I wasted and shunned love. that is five years of my life I could have spent with a guy I knew liked me.. that is five yers of my life silent because I didn't want the pain again.. you dont' waht the pain? AVOID WHAT CAUSES IT stay away from drugs.. I see them making you hate yoruself more. LAY OFF THE NARCOTICS that stuff just messes everythgin you have up.. you may love him in life and death, he would not forget your death, but he would not love you for it. scream No one love a suicide over love. its' a foolish thing to do, and just disgraces yourself and other people you know. stare I liked you for a while.. thought you were cool.. but you aren't any different than those pathetic EMOs I hate so much.. I have no respect for you anymore.. I give up on you.. I am sorry, but you know as well as we all do suicide is a chickken st thing to do. talk2hand**

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Commented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 09:59pm


	thank u mother...your word are so ****** conferting... u make me feel so much better... stare**

Commented on: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 04:52am


	yoo gave her no choice

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Commented on: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 01:51pm


	i really dont need this right now...everyones puting me down... im not puting myself down...

Commented on: Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 04:41pm


	I am not trying to preach,judge, or put you down, but just listen to me.Hun you have such a big life ahead of you,you have so many chances at love, you are going to have more then a couple of heartbreaks in your life. Think of the people you are leaving behind,you are hurting them by leaving like this.If you think life is bad now, grin and bare it, thinks will get better. Like others say, if you want him to love you, then how is he going to do that in death, how,he isn't going to die for you hun. He wount, he will go on. So just don't die

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Commented on: Sun Jul 17, 2005 @ 02:49pm


	no offence but why are you trying to kill yourself when you have a boyfriend you love??? question

Commented on: Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 05:14am


	.. he's 18.. she's not.. he loves me... and we are gonna get married.. that is why she wants to die so badly.. because he stopped loving her.. I didn't intend this kinda thing to happen.. but he urged me to break it off with my last guy too.. so it's not all my fault. confused I just don't want her to go on dying because a guy left her.. it's a pointless reason to cry over if you are still so young and have a chance to date more people.

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Commented on: Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 05:01pm


	ah! i get it now... DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!

Commented on: Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 08:09pm


	kat u b*h! go **** go to hell! dont touch my man elts i have to kick your a! your have the resion why im suicidal!

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Commented on: Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 09:06pm


	I had a similar thing go on. I loved a guy and he went and broke my heart. Don't throw away your life because of all this. You should keep your life. Don't do this to people that love you. you have friends and family who love you I bet and would die if you did.

Commented on: Sun Jul 24, 2005 @ 05:14pm


	dj, your good at this and that explains your sig...

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