I was happier today. And it was an actual happy day. Not the freak's happy day. A normal person's happy day. What I mean about that, is that when I'm depressed, I'll have a sad day. And then my defenition of a happy day is not having any panic attacks and going through the motions of a day. The routine. But I actually felt happiness. Something that was refreshing. Many people don't get how hard it is. They say that it's either teenage drama, horemones, or anything else that isn't what it seems. But it is. It is real, and because people say it isn't anything, the person suffering has to go through it alone. Enough of the daily depression update. *rolls eyes*
Today we had the math practice TAKS test. I have to say...it was much easier than I expected. I was forced to guess on one...or two, but the rest of it that I got I am confident that I got right. I hope. Ok, not so confident, but I don't automatically think I'm going to fail. That has to count for something...right?
The history test, I think, is tommarow. About history, I am so ticked off. We had another quiz today. About things we just learned yesterday. Things we just skimmed over and didn't have time to really learn. She had things on the test that we couldn't even know, that had nothing to do with history! And you know what she said? "
"You should know all the capitals and all the presidents, in order."
Pshh, I don't think Ms. Braley said anything about that. I'll work on learning it though. Right after this journal I'm going to practice my capitals. And maybe over the weekend I will work on the presidents. But tommarow, I have a basketball game. Hopefully I shoot a lot. Or play a lot. I wasn't able to make practice because of the fact that I had an orthodontist appointment (and they chewed me out because I haven't been wearing my rubber bands). But they need me, and I still have the practice to make up for tommarow. It's cool. Really. I just don't want to have another test after tommarows. There's still the science one. I wish we had the science one tommarow, that way I would have time to study for history. History used to be my best subject, but ever since Mrs. Turner became the teacher, everybody's falling under their expectations. She doesn't even teach from the book, so what we are learning, it isn't what they're going to be testing on.
I have to go now. I'll write more later.
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-Maggeh-
Today we had the math practice TAKS test. I have to say...it was much easier than I expected. I was forced to guess on one...or two, but the rest of it that I got I am confident that I got right. I hope. Ok, not so confident, but I don't automatically think I'm going to fail. That has to count for something...right?
The history test, I think, is tommarow. About history, I am so ticked off. We had another quiz today. About things we just learned yesterday. Things we just skimmed over and didn't have time to really learn. She had things on the test that we couldn't even know, that had nothing to do with history! And you know what she said? "
"You should know all the capitals and all the presidents, in order."
Pshh, I don't think Ms. Braley said anything about that. I'll work on learning it though. Right after this journal I'm going to practice my capitals. And maybe over the weekend I will work on the presidents. But tommarow, I have a basketball game. Hopefully I shoot a lot. Or play a lot. I wasn't able to make practice because of the fact that I had an orthodontist appointment (and they chewed me out because I haven't been wearing my rubber bands). But they need me, and I still have the practice to make up for tommarow. It's cool. Really. I just don't want to have another test after tommarows. There's still the science one. I wish we had the science one tommarow, that way I would have time to study for history. History used to be my best subject, but ever since Mrs. Turner became the teacher, everybody's falling under their expectations. She doesn't even teach from the book, so what we are learning, it isn't what they're going to be testing on.
I have to go now. I'll write more later.
Leave a comment?
-Maggeh-
