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I hate life.

It's boring.

There's nothing to do.

No where to go.

No one to see.

No where to be.

The only thing life is bringing me is a job... work work work. That's all I do. And when I'm off work, I have no where to go or anything. Lance is in town. But apparently his phone is broken and he's doing family s**t this week, so I wont get to see him. But he's staying an extra week... so next week he's supposed to be staying with Eric. Funny thing is Kim is gonna be gone all next week... maybe. At least she's gone for the weekend. Either way. Doesnt matter. I have to work too much as it is.

And as far as my Mitch situation goes, well... he came into the movies w/ some "Erica" chick the other night. That kinda pissed me off. My heart skipped several beats though when he walked in. Baka. I dont know if I want to chase him anymore. He obviously doesnt like me like I like him. So it sucks a**. I wish I could just give up.

I've given up on everything else. Guitar has gone down the drain. I dont even pick it up anymore. And any other hobbies or whatever I used to have are gone. Drawing, is one. I dont have a sketchpad. Thus I cannot draw. I hate computer paper. It doesnt fit in a sketchpad w/out being folded.

I'm just so bored lately. It really sucks. Work is fun at times, but mostly boring. Home is always boring. There's nothing to do here. And I dont live close enough to hardly go anywhere just for kicks. There's no where to go just for kicks anyway. Damnit! ******** my life. I hate it.