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This entry is sponsered by "missing" by Evanescence. the lyrics tell how i am right now and how i feel. "Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again Maybe someday you'll look up And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know You forgot me long ago And am I that unimportant? And am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me? And if I bleed, I'll bleed Knowing you don't care And if I sleep Just to dream of you I'll wake without you there Isn't something missing? Isn't something... Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Today at the pocono valley resort was filled with nightmares and horror in my mind today. along with two other girls friends of mine. the horrors are not over. no.....not until that "thing" has what it wants. but we won't let it.