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she dosen't understand me.then she gets mad and yells at me.
then she tries to depribe me of the people who do understand me and cear about me.
she is never understanding.she yells at me.she makes fun of me and calls meh hurtfull names.i whant to run away.a place were the cops won't call a search patry for me.were i can live the way my life is but with out my mother.i always wonder is there even such a place.should i really start a new life with new people just to get rid her?is she really worth it?i have no clue but i wana get away from her.if i don't i know i'm gona run away and lose everything i worked for.how far i came in life how i strong i become with her puting me down everyday of my life.i must say even thought she makes me wana cry,cut myself,and run a way if theres one thing that she did that no mother ever can do..is make me indapent,strong,and smart.thouse are the main keys in life according to every succfeseful person i know.but the thing is there mom's never thought them that they learned that on there own.so can i really run a way and sill have my dream waiting in front of me?or will it just disapear?i have no idea what will happen if i take permant action.but for all i know is that everone already knows how i feel about my mom and in oder for me not to erupt i wright my thoughs down.so there you have it i hate my mom.i'm not gona lie i love her alot but if i could move out right now i would.