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i cannot express what i feel,
for it surpasses me,
controling me,
dweling deep inside of me,
i lie here alone and cold,
like a tattered old doll,
tossed to the side,
unloved once again,
i cry crimson tears,
they stain my clothes,
leaving behind a mark of lost hope,
tears alone mean nothing to others,
but they are the only ones who company me at night,
they are the ones who will never leave me,
and yet alone i still feel,
hurt...
my soul is broken,
shattered without a way of mending,
back together again,
i cannot feel,
i cannot breath,
because of the darkness inside of me,
i lie here alone and cold,
waiting for my time to come,
were i can rest forever,
unable to feel anything anymore...
i clutch my chest,
i try to breath,
but this darkness in me,
will not leave,
it stays here,
and slowly it kills me,
day by day...
i lose my self,
day by day,
i die,
until one day when i do,
i will sleep forever,
because i was unable to be with you