Don't Give Up It's Not The End
God... why must loosing something this important hurt so much? Why must loosing someone that I care about this much be so hard to live through? Why must the fact that I've been almost 5 days without it cause me so much pain?
I'm dying inside, I'm dying outside. I'm dying everywhere without it and it's getting hard to deal with life now, now that it's not here anymore. I've lost my will to get up in the morning now, cause I don't know if she'll be on to talk to me, to cheer me up the way only she seems to be able to do... To make me feel like only she's been able to make me feel...
Why must the ability to live be lost when you can't see that person you love so much anymore? It hurts too much to want to go through for another day...
And on a side note, that I'm not really paying that much attention to at the moment, my I-Pod seems to have died, lost the fight with the Washing Machine this morning when it was accidently forgotten in my Jean Pocket. So I don't have an I-Pod anymore, but as long as I can still listen to my music on my computer I'm fine. I can always just move somewhere else again in my math class to ignore those girls behind me...
Anyways, that's it for today...
L8r...
ninja
With Every Passing Second Comes a Second Chance
