Well today I have my birthday party... Though I probably wont have it because no one is coming... Kind of bummin. A friend of mine which I called a few days before to ask her if she was free she said yea I'll spend the night. Cause I wanted to have people spend the night cause my mom isn't going to be home. (YES) But anyway... I called my friend yesterday to see if she was still coming. Nope! She decides to go with an ex-friend of mine to a concert. This pisses me off because my ex-friend talks about me and my BFF behind our backs. She thinks I'm stupid and a retard because I seem to find humor in most things. And she talks to her preppy friends that do pot that my BFF is suicidal and is a retard aswell and she is mentally challenged, all because she has OCD. I'm not going to let someone talk s**t about my friends. So... Rough year it is starting out as. So, no one is coming to my party except my BFF, though I'm still not sure cause her sister's BF is proposing to her. And she just HAS to be there. =.=;
-Sits on her bed with a piece of cake and a gallon of soda with a box of ice cream- So, happy birthday-pity party to me. I hope my talking to my mother will get me a guitar... Lets just hope...
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