It has been raining a lot I don't mind I like the rain. My older sisters laptop is not working right so her and my dad has been working on it. My room stinks and so dose my hair and I'm sick of all this s**t people are giving me and I'm tired because my younger sister was on her laptop lats night an I can't get to sleep with her in the same room playing on it. And I'm tired of sucking at every thing I do. It never seems to matter how much I Practice I never seem to get any better at it. I guess it is just life I just wish I was a bit happier then I am. I don't understand why I all ways feel like s**t. Even if my sister wasn't on her laptop last nigh I still probably wouldn't have got any sleep I have to much to worry about and some thing I worry about I shouldn't be worrying about I mean like I'm worrying about if my brother well be OK throw the night if we well have a enuf money to live off of then there are other things like am I going to get my school done and go to college well we have the money for me to go to college, just stuff like that. I'm such an loser why can't I just do things right. crying
D46 · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 06:47pm · 1 Comments |