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*keels over and dies*...I have so much s**t on my mind...I think my head is gonna explode...fun stare ...I wish someone would hit me on the head with a ******** hammer, because I'm tired of having all of these confusing thoughts going through my head...my parents think that they're making me sick...I think people in general are making me sick...that and the stress...I think I might be seeing a psychologist...I haven't been to a psychologist in 3 years...my doctor gave me somemore pills for my ADD...but they don't help anymore...I think the pills are making me even more sick than I already am...the doctor also said I'm suffering from depression...big flippin' surprise there... stare ...I'm feeling really weird lately...I feel dizzy alot...my thoughts don't process very well...(I guess that's why I'm taking so long typing this thing)...I don't know how to react to anything...it's like I'm losing my emotions...the only thing I really feel is frustration, saddness and fear...I just don't seem to have any life left in me...I don't know what the hell is wrong with me...but I'm getting kind of scared...I feel really alone on this...I don't feel like anyone is listening to me, or really care...I don't really feel like I'll ever be truely happy again...