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[Aug.13.07]

O-kay people.. I AM life's ******** up.. No I'm merely spit up..

YES YOU HEARD IT!

I'm am spit up.

SPIT

UP

Deal with it..

okay.. on a slightly lighter note..

it looks like I am going to finally be getting paid, which I could.. like.. buy stuff with..YES. School stuff, that's it. and possibly start saving for plane tickets to anywhere I.. get that.. I want to go. Thankyou thankyou thankyou

ANYWAYS..

I am (hopefully) going to be joining a comic.. a.. well.. erm.. yaoi, comic.. a boy-on-boy comic.. sadly I'm a guy in that comic.. eh..

Yea, I should be posting his info up here shortly when I get a draft and an approval of joining. biggrin It's a friend thing..

>> I'm ticked.. at myself.. I thought I was strong, enough to handle big things on my own, but I crumbled down at the littlest thing.

We were coming home (mom and I) in our truck, and I just happened to look over during a red light, and there was this guy, who put his parking brake on and unbuckled his seatbelt and started to dig in the backseat. The girl in the passenger seat was chugging away at a green bottled beer or alcohol (believe me, it wasn't pop.) I started to freak out and leaned over to my mom, tearing up.
"Mom.. their drinking.." She looked over there and then to me and asked me if I was alright..
They were swerving down the street RIGHT behind a car.

I don't know why.. but I have this thing... my uncle died in a car accident, my dad was in numerous accidents, my mom and younger sister were in a car accident.. and I am the 'lucky one' no broken bones and only three stitches in my entire life. I've only had surgery on my tonsils at the age of 13. I'm not the unlucky person.. anymore..

or ever was.

What's wrong with me all of the sudden?

XoXo - Tosh - OxOx