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I fell like a total a*****e!! I love Corina so much and I kept telling her that I should talk to her mom and ask if we could date ... but she kept saying "No don't ask the answer will only be no..." I may have told her mom I was sorry but I still feel bad!! I am so sorry. I think I am going to go over to Corrina's house sometime and tell her mom, that I am sorry, in person.

Corrina....
I don't want to fight any more I will through away my sword now. I will not pick it bake up..... It hurt me so much when you said you left me... I don't care what you say, I am still going over to tell your mom in person .... cause I still don't feel right.....And I am sorry to say this cause I know you don't want to hear it but... You are not seeing it for what it is!! You keep saying they are trying to protect me that is all.....You just will not see it from a different view. You may never talk to me again cause I am going to say this but.... Yell at your mom and say" this is only cause the only guy friends you can hang out with is ones you go to church with ... she needs to give you more freedom!! you may say that she said she trusted you but WHAT THE ****!! No trust is letting the person do what they think is right! and letting them fell all the sorrow of it. I am so sorry I said that. Please ....
You can run away to my house!! My mom said she will let you live with us if you ever feel like you need to... I am not trying to tell you to come stay at my house.....
And I am never going to talk like this again.... I don't want you thinking I am trying to control you...I will never ask you for anything.... I love you and I hope some day we can be together....But right now I am going to walk all the way from BHS and go to your house and tell your mom how sorry I am and ask her to beat the s**t out of me!! I would if I knew it would prove anything!!
I don't hate your mom... But I don't think it is right to keep us apart!!! If she loves you she would let us date, knowing if we do anything she will know about it .....she could come with us ever where... I am the one that is trying to protect you !! trying to make a place where you feel no harm and feel completely safe!!