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ummm... yeah... I closed the first window... but this works... tell me what you think k?

_KieraTrinie_ : ummm I didn't mean to do that
Mindplayer6 : i knew that thats why i waited
_KieraTrinie_ : I hit the wrong button lol
_KieraTrinie_ : closed the window instead of full sizing
_KieraTrinie_ : I'm going to try something...
Mindplayer6 : i know you better than my mother
_KieraTrinie_ : what?
_KieraTrinie_ : hehehe
Mindplayer6 : see i believe we met before in another life time
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah
_KieraTrinie_ : so do I...
Mindplayer6 : why are you blue
_KieraTrinie_ : cuz I went down to chat room options
Mindplayer6 : oh
_KieraTrinie_ : and changed my font and stuff
_KieraTrinie_ : it's below the chat box
_KieraTrinie_ : hmmmm
_KieraTrinie_ : this is an interesting font
_KieraTrinie_ : too bad this is all Lower case...
Mindplayer6 : its okay im fime i dont like changing things to much
_KieraTrinie_ : lol
Mindplayer6 : use the caps lock
_KieraTrinie_ : nope... didn't work... it was the font
Mindplayer6 : oh
_KieraTrinie_ : hehe there's one called Willy Wonka
Mindplayer6 : im going to figure out why we were chosen to end the world
Mindplayer6 : what?
_KieraTrinie_ : I don't think we end the world...
Mindplayer6 : no but we have somthing to do with it
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah but what?
Mindplayer6 : havent figured it out yet give me about a month
Mindplayer6 : i know its going to come to an end on 6/19/32
_KieraTrinie_ : hmmm
_KieraTrinie_ : This works
Mindplayer6 : i know what that meant but i do know
_KieraTrinie_ : have you ever seen the movie donnie darko?
Mindplayer6 : im starting to trust my feelings
Mindplayer6 : no why?
_KieraTrinie_ : go rent it if you get the chance
Mindplayer6 : ok
_KieraTrinie_ : it's good
_KieraTrinie_ : it's about a kid who knows when the world will end
Mindplayer6 : ill have it for lunch
_KieraTrinie_ : huh?
_KieraTrinie_ : *confused (again)*
Mindplayer6 : you said that it was good
_KieraTrinie_ : ... not good to eat lol
Mindplayer6 : i dont know about that
_KieraTrinie_ : really now?
_KieraTrinie_ : why is that?
Mindplayer6 : i dont knwo
_KieraTrinie_ : ya know I could fall asleep right now?
Mindplayer6 : whies that
_KieraTrinie_ : no AC... and the silence...
Mindplayer6 : put music on
_KieraTrinie_ : lol ok hold on a sec... I'll put in something good...
Mindplayer6 : i love silence i concentrate better
_KieraTrinie_ : I love silence... I concentrate better but sometimes it lulls me to sleep
Mindplayer6 : it also means that iam alone and scream from anger all i want
Mindplayer6 : right now i just feel like i have no anger and never had
_KieraTrinie_ : *yawns*
_KieraTrinie_ : why?
Mindplayer6 : now you are making me yawn
Mindplayer6 : i dont know
_KieraTrinie_ : maybe I am a good thing for you...
Mindplayer6 : i have no good
_KieraTrinie_ : no good? I doubt that
_KieraTrinie_ : otherwise there wouodn't have been me atracted to you
_KieraTrinie_ : you wanna know somehting funny?
Mindplayer6 : ok
Mindplayer6 : hello
Mindplayer6 : do you hang up on me
_KieraTrinie_ : the day before I met you I had been thinking about how every guy I meet that I like ends up being an a*****e and I was wishing I could find one that was pure but with a dark side...
_KieraTrinie_ : and then I met you
Mindplayer6 : well you have found him
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah... I guess I have
_KieraTrinie_ : I mean I could never want someone totally pure... I gotta have a little dark... a little mystery
Mindplayer6 : i thought i had my first and only love with my old girlfreind but then i met you and realized how stupid i am
_KieraTrinie_ : heh
_KieraTrinie_ : and the funny thing is I met you a week ago
_KieraTrinie_ : and I feel the same
_KieraTrinie_ : oh my god
Mindplayer6 : what
_KieraTrinie_ : beastie boys are making a comeback
Mindplayer6 : what can i say
_KieraTrinie_ : they're just as bad as before
_KieraTrinie_ : heh
Mindplayer6 : for a moment there i thought somtihng was erong
_KieraTrinie_ : no
Mindplayer6 : okay
Mindplayer6 : yako
_KieraTrinie_ : it''s weird... I used to be totally depressed... I hid it at school...
Mindplayer6 : are you now
_KieraTrinie_ : no
Mindplayer6 : you know i have my episode
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah
_KieraTrinie_ : I get mine too
_KieraTrinie_ : I'll have times when I hit rick bottom
_KieraTrinie_ : *rock
Mindplayer6 : i shall awaken unto thine problems and solve everything
_KieraTrinie_ : heh
_KieraTrinie_ : I don't think really anyone can do that...
_KieraTrinie_ : I have my times
Mindplayer6 : im not anyone
_KieraTrinie_ : well then I must have dreamed you up...
Mindplayer6 : i am the solution
Mindplayer6 : even if it is evil
_KieraTrinie_ : you're not evil
Mindplayer6 : you havent throughly gone throgh my other side
_KieraTrinie_ : you still wouldn't be evil
_KieraTrinie_ : you love... that proves it
Mindplayer6 : well not when it comes to anything but myself
Mindplayer6 : i only love what loves me and hate what hates me
_KieraTrinie_ : that sounds familiar...
Mindplayer6 : how familliar
_KieraTrinie_ : like deja vou
_KieraTrinie_ : except with a dofferent person
Mindplayer6 : thus the world opens itself up
_KieraTrinie_ : heh
Mindplayer6 : and shows its mysteruies
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah well...
_KieraTrinie_ : I like a bit of mystery so I guess it's all good
Mindplayer6 : i love mystery
_KieraTrinie_ : heh
Mindplayer6 : i seem in tuned with the planet but im not to much of a fanatixc
_KieraTrinie_ : you don't know a lot about me do you?
Mindplayer6 : i know enough
_KieraTrinie_ : if you say so
Mindplayer6 : i cant say i know you fully
Mindplayer6 : i respect privacy
Mindplayer6 : i was raised that way
_KieraTrinie_ : if I can't get over old issues you might never totally know me...
Mindplayer6 : what do you mean bvy that
_KieraTrinie_ : I mean it seems like the people who really get to know me either die or get hurt by me.
Mindplayer6 : i hear you knocking but you cant come in
_KieraTrinie_ : last person who totally knew me was my grandpa
Mindplayer6 : we all die im sorry about your gps death but we all die no matter what we do
_KieraTrinie_ : i know
_KieraTrinie_ : but it doesn't hurt any less
Mindplayer6 : i know im sorry i put it that way
Mindplayer6 : i witnessed deaths to
_KieraTrinie_ : it's like I'm still not over it... I chould be... happenned when I was 10 for gods sake
_KieraTrinie_ : *should
Mindplayer6 : my great gp died about a month ago
_KieraTrinie_ : I never knew my great gp
_KieraTrinie_ : and my dad says I'm the same person my great gm was
Mindplayer6 : ive also seen my gm boyfriend go trough cancer to the point where he didnt even know his name
_KieraTrinie_ : that was my gp...
Mindplayer6 : but i go on knowing thats what they would want me to
Mindplayer6 : im still pained gfrom it
_KieraTrinie_ : yeah
_KieraTrinie_ : my other gp
_KieraTrinie_ : s dieing
Mindplayer6 : someone is interuppting my silence
Mindplayer6 : im sorry to hear that
_KieraTrinie_ : sorry
Mindplayer6 : for what?
_KieraTrinie_ : "Mindplayer6 : someone is interuppting my silence"
_KieraTrinie_ : lol
Mindplayer6 : oh no i put that in before i realized that you put a message on it im sorry about your gp
_KieraTrinie_ : oh lol
Mindplayer6 : maybe we should get off the subject b/c i know you are getting upsety
_KieraTrinie_ : it's alright... he waits until 6 months after I get here to go out for lunch w/ just me dad ans step mom
_KieraTrinie_ : ANYHOW...
Mindplayer6 : no its not alright i made you upset which ill deal with myself later
_KieraTrinie_ : no you didn't make me upset
_KieraTrinie_ : hurting yourself would make me upset
Mindplayer6 : dont give me no bullshit
_KieraTrinie_ : you didn't make me upset... I brought it up
Mindplayer6 : i know you did but somtimes i can be an a**
_KieraTrinie_ : nah
_KieraTrinie_ : actually you weren't... came across as sympathetic...
_KieraTrinie_ : I'm just not used to someone actually caring and wanting to talk
Mindplayer6 : i would like to know what an a** is to you
_KieraTrinie_ : it's hard to explain
Mindplayer6 : neither am i
Mindplayer6 : *hums a funeral song*
_KieraTrinie_ : ?
Mindplayer6 : sorry i just realized what an impact that could do to you
_KieraTrinie_ : lol
Mindplayer6 : got to go

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