I do feel better then I did yesterday. My mom told me that she would feel that way if it was a guy that I was holding too. But I don't think so, she knew how upset I have gotten. So she most likely said that to make me feel better. But I don't like being lied to. So I am going to keep things to myself. She won't really drop it and I want her to. I wish I could go back in time and just never have told her. So things won't be the way things are. I want things to be how they use to be...............but I guess it can never go back that way................I do miss it but soon I will learn to live without it. As soon as I can I will move out. I can't live with a person who doesn't accept who I am..............so I won't.
I don't have homework tonight so thats a good thing xd I just have to go to work sad I get out at like 9, so I hope it goes fast..........Then I can play and go on the net(internet). well that's all for now, ttyl
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Well I am planning to write whenever something interesting happens or when I get bored enough. I can't spell too well so "oh well". Sometimes my life is interesting and sometimes it isn't.
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