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Ufuwaaaah. Dxxxx I've got to do a bit of pats on the back so that it doesn't trickle all over ze unsuspecting people of MSN messanger.

So I have no idea what I'm doing about OBQ. x x; There are so many issues I have with it, and .......... Ugh, I'm pretty sure it's not being missed ;;; But I haven't gone to Drunkduck in a while (mainly because I've not updated for two months. I'm betting no one has noticed. x'3)

But still. x x;; Three years of that and now I might ... I don't even know what I expect to do with it. I started this comic, in hopes that people would read it and get a better sense of my characters for BSSMdark, but that uhrm did not work at all. x X; So now I don't know what to do with it. I could trash the plotline I had in mind and just go with whatever comes to mind, but... who knows, I could end up getting stuck in another subplot for a while year. > <;;; It's getting to the point where I'm just getting really agitated with it. People say "it's really good," but that doesn't work so well if the enthusiasm level is like... zero. @_@;

*shrugs* Either way. x X; If I take a break from that comic, it's because I'm trying to start a new one. I've almost finished the first page as I type this. No words on it, yet, but it actually looks like a comic page. Like, I made some faux screen tone... getting it to work is a nightmare, though. Trying to darken it in and all. @ @;; Although the er, marquee tool might actually help a whole friggin' lot. And I might end up with layers and layers of just gray screen tone, but it's only for shading. No color this time. @ @ *ohyeah, speaking of, I have to make this page yellow.*

There's a reason for thaaat. *yey* So, it's going to be a story dealing with Lil' Mal (now I know no one will read it. x'B) But who knows. Maybe people on Drunkduck will like it. x x; I'm trying to get the manga or else graphic novel look down. I've managed to make the first page look pretty decent. I say decent only, though. @ @ There's a spiffy spider on it, though.

OHYEAH I don't even know what I'll call this comic, yet. xD I don't have a front cover image.... I've been trying to draw one of Lil' Mal and the *gasp* NEW agent... her name is Rhonda. *la* Buuut, I'm not even sure if I want the two of them on the cover. I drew an interesting image of Lil' Mal, with a spider hanging from his hand (The spider represents Vincent, who is definitely in the comic. In fact, we open up with a look into the incident when he first realized his "gift" with the little white mouse. All of his memories will be in yellow. Lil' Mal's in blue, and Rhonda's in green).

Ah, I ripped my Silent Hill soundtrack, so I'm listening to it right now. ^ ^;

I like the Silent Hill music. >3 I like it a looooot! I must make a music video out of the song "I Want Love (Studio Mix)" and I'll use Fatal Frame III. @_@ Aw come on. You KNOW Fatal Frame and Silent Hill could mingle somehow. I was watching cutscenes on YouTube for Fatal Frame III while muting it and letting the soundtrack play, and the music actually made the game seem scarier. _xD A little mixing and matching is fun, you know. Ah, I think I might try fixing some of my Tribute video. I might submit it to next year's Otakon. @ @; But I need to make the size bigger... somehow... it's so hard to edit that thing, though, because Movie Maker craps out on me....

So anywhoo. I'm more or less prepping myself to finish the second page. Hey man.... two pages in one night. That's a fusking improvement. The secret? I've tried to do everything possible I could WITHOUT the computer, this time... So I've actually spent the past month and a half drawing and inking the pages. I'm trying my best to draw in backgrounds. I've found out that a short protractor is your best friend in the whole world. @ @;;; I hate rulers because they're too long... too hard to handle. I never have a desk to work at, so everything needs to be portable.

anyways, I may start ze next page now. @ @ I can't remember the sizes I had for anything. Dxxx ;;;; God...