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I officialy hate my life. My life is hell. I'm in the dumbs and I hate living to lives. The life my parents think I'm living, and the life that I'm actually supposed to be living. But I can't tell my parents I'm emo. if i did, they would murder me. Ok ok, they would dispwn me and put me on the streets. (not kiding my dad actually said that!). So, at home I have to act like a ******** prep. It's getting on my ******** nerves.
(dont like me cursing? get over it a*****e.)
Now, my parents are forcing me to get active in the church. Ugg. I can't beleive them. Sure, it was fun when I was 9. But now, it's just so god damn boring! When, i go school shopping, my parents are forcing me to go to either, hollister, american eagle, abercrombie & finch, or aeropostle, oh and maybe forever 21, and limited too! One way or another, I am going to find all black clothes, that don't have logos on them. Which is going to be immposible. I'll have to go school shopping with one of my friends, and hide my clothes from my parents.

EDIT: Ha! They are such ******** retatards. They let me go into hot topic, and go into that skater store.. zumiez or however they spell it. I got three pairs of skinny jeans! Hellz yeah! and, I got a black jacket, that hideas all my god damn preppy clothes. i also have a studded belt, and im going to get my hair highlighted brown, and i'm going to get bangs. im starting to change my atttitude from the happy preppy kid, to the kid that doesn't give a damn about what other people think, and also to more of an a**/ b***h. the changes are going slowly but by the time im a senior, or less ill be living my life the way i want to.. hopfully i wont be on the streets.. sweatdrop