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I'm growing tired of stuff going wrong! Well wrong in my world atleast. Can't seem to keep my grades up even though I'm trying. I can't seem to get a Girlfriend, dont know why. I mean i know im not the best looking guy out there but i mean im not hidious, or atleast i dont think so. All i can do is be a friend to them, and i know that i cant expect instant resaluts its just i feel im always losing the battle to some p***k who has looks, or some other thing that i dont understand. It just makes me irate. Even all the little thing that help me get through a day are being countered by little bad things. If i live through all this I'll surely go insane or something. People say I'm trying too hard to get a girlfriand and i should just be happy with life. Well life F****** SUCKS! Maybe be I'm just fooling myself that a girlfriend would help me more than not. It's just i feel empty, like a shell without a mussle, I feel alone...
I'm sure people will say that they have it worse than I and most likely do, but they are used to it by now and can just move on, i cant seem to do that. I just want someone who will get me out of my house, off my computer, someone to love and snuggle with, someone i can kiss and have a hell of a time with. It's been almost a year now...