One thing I don't understand about having a best friend. We talk about absolutely everything, no matter how embarrassing, stupid, or irrelevant the entire subject is. We talk about boys.. to our menstrual cycles, and whatever. But the thing is, she tells me to guess who she likes, so I guess. I discovered one thing, if I keep guessing, does that mean she wants me to know? So then, I asked her if any of these guys is the one. She responds by saying, "maybe.. maybe not." Then the entire point of my guessing is just for her amusment and she doesn't really want to know. I asked her straight up and she wouldn't tell me. I figured I wouldn't bother asking anymore. And, I figured a simple solution, everytime she asks me who I like now, I will only respond with, "guess." I cannot understand why she cannot just tell me. Does she not trust me? She has all the more reason to trust me, but I bet you she already told her other best friend about him and just not me. She brags about the other friend all the time and even carries some of her personality.
Hurt. Betrayed. Dismayed. Untrusted. Jealous. Confusion.
Hurt. Betrayed. Dismayed. Untrusted. Jealous. Confusion.
