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Last night, I was in the shower, and the name of the girl popped into my head, and then, I fell and all the memories of everything came back and I could not stand it. It was the most painful experience I think I have ever been through. Anyway, so I could not stop crying at all last night and I kept on having dreams where I was standing over her dead, mangled body with a butcher knife, laughing maniacally. *shivers* It was so scary. I also did not get a lot of sleep last night because of those dreams.
I kind of wish now that I had not remembered her; I was enjoying being happy again. stare
Well, now I feel like major crap, and I just want to get through this.
Good night.
 Lady_Esmerel · Thu May 05, 2005 @ 02:40am · 4 Comments |
