Life sucks.
Especially mines.
It's like I have no meaning, or purpose.
I have a crazy family that fights from time to time.
And only 2 friends.
My life is so hard...
So many operations..
So much pain....
I get nothing from all this
Nothing good comes out of it...
All my pain and struggle for nothing...
I need someone to love me
To tell I mean so much to them
To make me feel special
Someone to hold and comfort
Someone I can talk to and share my feelings
To fill the emptyness inside...
Then I can feel complete
Then I call feel like all the pain and struggles was worth it.
In the end I can have someone..to take away the pain and grief...
But that won't ever happen most likely...
I want to just cry on someones shoulder
I want them to hold me tight and say I'll always be here for you
And that they love me
I look at the past girls I've been with
and they seem so happy now...
Why can't I be like other guys?
I'm just an outcast that no one likes.
I wish I never joined Gaia...
I wish my friend didnt tell me about this site
I'll just be single forever
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