My heart is breaking,
Hasn't had the chance to heal,
Memories are re-surfing,
Causing me to feel.
My tears are falling,
Never seem to dry,
It's been so hard,
But I still try.
I can't ignore the past,
Some of it's so far away,
But the recent events,
Seem intent to stay.
It's hard to take,
Can bring me down low,
But I never appear sad,
I refuse to let my feelings show.
And I smile in front of others,
Don't want them pitying me,
In my own time,
I'll set my worries free.
I can't stop the hurt,
How I feel inside,
Such a long time ago,
The light in me died.
I haven't stopped searching,
Always tried to fight,
I convince myself I'm fine,
But I'm not all right.
I'm getting tired of struggling,
Just to get through,
I don't wanna give in,
But I don't know what to do.
Hasn't had the chance to heal,
Memories are re-surfing,
Causing me to feel.
My tears are falling,
Never seem to dry,
It's been so hard,
But I still try.
I can't ignore the past,
Some of it's so far away,
But the recent events,
Seem intent to stay.
It's hard to take,
Can bring me down low,
But I never appear sad,
I refuse to let my feelings show.
And I smile in front of others,
Don't want them pitying me,
In my own time,
I'll set my worries free.
I can't stop the hurt,
How I feel inside,
Such a long time ago,
The light in me died.
I haven't stopped searching,
Always tried to fight,
I convince myself I'm fine,
But I'm not all right.
I'm getting tired of struggling,
Just to get through,
I don't wanna give in,
But I don't know what to do.
i wrote this and my two first two entry almost a year ago aftr my heart was broken
but now it has been mended bak together
and i nevr wish for it to break again