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So, tomorrow's my birthday. I'll be... Seventeen. - sighs - Joy to the ******** world. Already, it's ******** shitty. Why? Because you know, like every other year, if I even try to do something, something always goes wrong. For example, this year: Jenny was supposed to hang out with me. She promised she wouldn't forget, we made big plans yada yada, and BAM called her today, to make sure and she's all "Oh s**t, oh s**t s**t s**t s**t.... I forgot." DAMN How the ******** did I know that was coming? Hmm... lets see, maybe because I knew making plans, would garantee a horrible outcome, even if I thought possitive about it the whole time.
Anyways yeah, of course, I know everything else will go wrong. Big brother's supposed to come over too. But, I doubt he will. He never remembers anything like that. He thought my birthday was next week for christ sakes...
But, on a different note... I'm thinking of going away for a bit again... like I did at the beginning of the year. I need, to pull myself away from someone, before it comptetly ruins me more then it already has. The best part is, I know I can do it, as long as they don't try and contact me... but... I guess, a part of me would want them too... because of how much I care for them ect.... Anyways yeah, I'll let it be known what's going on....
Traian out.