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well hello people who may or may not being reading this. I don't even care if you are or aren't reading it so yeah. anywho nothing much to talk about but i felt like posting.

lately i've been sneezing a ton and a half and it's really annoying. but i don't know what to say. lately my mind's been a little blank on everything. it's kinda like my mental state has willed me to shut down for a while and open up just a little sometimes. I guess it's a good thing because lately things have been happening that normally i would freak about but my mind just tells me to worry about it later and it makes me smile to know that my mind is allowing that to happen.

I've needed it. really i have. this summer for my has been really hard for some reason. i don't know. the beginning was the worst but it got a little better but it was still hard and i don't really understand why but i'm on shut down so if you attempt a long intellent convo with me it won't work b/c i won't have too much to say. at this moment my mind is open and talking but i know in a little while it will shut down again