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I feel like crap right now. this has been a horrible day, and I know it's going to get worse. (more pessimistic than usual, I know, but today is sucking hard and it's about to get worse.) I got yelled at before I even left the house, was forced to be "nice" while I'm pissed out of my mind, and more. my teacher had to yell at me about the dumbest thing. we are rehearsing a play and I already had a character picked out in my mind. (if you're an actor or an actress you know that you have to play a part, you have to play that part how you see it.) well apparently that wasn't good enough because she completely changed everything about my character. I can handle that, that's yesterday, done and over with. but my "new" part doesn't make sense in the play. I wanted to point something out, but I'm "not the director." I think that to be a good director, you have to listen to the people helping, not shoot down everything they have to say, and get pissed when you ask them to do something that they physically can't do and then yell at them when they can't do it!!! then I get sarcasm from almost every other teacher I have all day. one of my favorite (if not definately my favorite, as in the only one I can stand and still like most of the time) teachers told me that I was annoying her. and there's more stuff that I'd feel bad later for sharing. the only good thing is that I finally get my prom dress back after a lot of delays. I hope that it came out ok. I have to memorize "half" of a script (which pisses me off, because "half of the script" is different to everybody, and I know that no matter what I do it won't be enough, so I'm going to try to memorize the entire thing.) then I have to work out a skit in french. (which sucks because it's level 4 french and I can't pronounce anything french for s**t.) I have a lot of homework that I'm not going to do right now because if I do it will end up in shreds. this has been a horrible day!!! (and I'll know later how much worse it's gonna get, and I'm guessing much. I feel a little better now. heart