Wow, I'm really bored, so I'm just gonna kinda talk.
'Kay?
So, my life's crazy right now. My parents hate me again, and my little brother is mad at me eternally for some reason... My ex-boyfriend, who I'm trying to stay friends with, calls me to argue, it seems. I haven't talked to anyone that I know IRL (other than my family, my ex and my "brother") in ages. I'm carving again. My right leg says in really big letters from my hip to my knee "SAVE ME". I can't sleep at night, until about 3 in the morning. And when I do, I have awful nightmares. I feel like all I'm doing is messing up for everyone. It's like no one cares. I don't know what I did or what I'm s'posed to do. I need help. I'm so alone.
Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.
Lost In Forever · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 07:56pm · 0 Comments |