Was this what I truly wanted? To push myself in a corner, with all the walls I've built closing-up on me? This feeling... a tight grip in my heart... thinking of another chance... the hesitation... the regret... time slipping away... I can't breath. I close my eyes and let the trembling go away. I can't scream. I seem to have buried everything too deep inside. I can't... anymore.
So this must be "life", I guess... I hope I won't feel fear or regret when the time comes.
One week left.
I'm very sorry.
I pray thee, do not light me a candle. Burn me instead and turn me to ashes, so that I may be forgotten.
A 'bye bye' attempt by Deu_WeiZ. Copyright 2007. All Rights Reserved
Posted at June 7, 2007 12:00am (+8:00 GMT)
Posted at June 7, 2007 12:00am (+8:00 GMT)
