I lay in bed
staring at the wall
willing the tears
not to fall
my friends no longer there
they left me alone
they disgarded me
like yesterday's clothes.
God how I hate them
or is it Gods
I'm so damn confused
all I want is to prod
at the vien
throbbing in my wrist
poke at it
let the blood flow with a wish.
A wish of death
a wish of hate
I wish they would die
be cut up into bait
for the soulless creatures
that go bump in the night
the vampires and demons
let them hear of my plight.
What a plight it is
this emotional pain
I must carve it in
leave a scar again
What a fabulous scar
it shines in the light
reflected back at me
I think I'll die this night.
staring at the wall
willing the tears
not to fall
my friends no longer there
they left me alone
they disgarded me
like yesterday's clothes.
God how I hate them
or is it Gods
I'm so damn confused
all I want is to prod
at the vien
throbbing in my wrist
poke at it
let the blood flow with a wish.
A wish of death
a wish of hate
I wish they would die
be cut up into bait
for the soulless creatures
that go bump in the night
the vampires and demons
let them hear of my plight.
What a plight it is
this emotional pain
I must carve it in
leave a scar again
What a fabulous scar
it shines in the light
reflected back at me
I think I'll die this night.
