lovely, i find out my ex kris is back online he or she acts like i was nothing, i should be used to that, i mean he dissapeared for 2 months, supposedly wrote me tons of letters i never recieved, sent him many things never recieved a damn thing. all guys seem to do that to me. i only sent money to my new ex tho, so i just lost money, he is gone anyways, he leaves for days. kris hurt me the most, id rather go through all the beatings in my life then that happening again, you dont just abandon ppl, even if you r fake you dont do that, that the worst thing in the world, i hope every1 recieves bacxk the pain they caused me, except brandon, cuz we both gave eachother the same amount of pain. i dont have my mam or caden on to calm me down so im sitting here crying my eyes out because of jerks, everything i say about exes does not include brandon. i admit kris was a really great loving bf, and i missed him more then when i should have hated him.
doesnt matter im alone and i miss caden, i miss richard too but he wants to rip my head of and piss down my throat. caden dissapeared too, every1 dissapears when you need them.
View User's Journal
|
|||||||||||||||
