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my family, they are assholes, only thinking of themselves, they get a lil sore throught then i gave it to them, me being sick, and that they are deathly sick and im just laying around for fun. i cant hear them weezing, or having issues breathing just a cough here and there, and sniffle, nothing like how i started off. they have more of a cold like cat did. i helped as much as i could, but sorry, they smoke, and im having a hard enough timee breathing. they smoke around cat, when i say something they go crazy and threaten me. my sister has threatened to kill me more then 3 times and has attacked me 2 times. my mom attacks me i try to hold her back my dog bites by cockix thats tail bone. i have so many problems going on in my life that im surprized im still here, as in on the comp because when bad stuff happens and i get stressed i kinda close myself off from the world, issolate and become quiet and just think of all the issues so i can stress myself out untill i get so depressed i just sleep. i hate pitty, this not why i write like this, its to get it off my chest. everyone thinks im feeling bad for myself in my family, no, thats the opposite, i hate myself for being so ******** up. that may sound like, wahhh but its not its more like AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people can be so cruel, but family can be much much worse because they know everything, especially weakspots so they can say them to b***h about them and actually make fun of the person.
im going back to watch heros, wish i had one to rescue catrina and me from this hell, tho its not for her, im glad.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 04:57pm · 0 Comments |
