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I lost my first bunny in February and then my brother and I both got new bunnies in April. Now, my brother's rabbit is perfectly healthy and mine has a tumor behind his eye and we either have to take him in for surgery or put him down. I don't want to lose another one of my babies but there's nothing I can do. He's in pain and I can't do anything to help him. It seems like God's (if there is a God) picking on me. Like he wants me to suffer. Both of my rabbits were young. My first one was 1 1/2 years and this one's only 1/2 a year old. Nothing's fair, but of course life isn't fair. But I'd appreciate it if something good would happen to me instead of everyone around me leaving me. Some people wonder why I don't believe in God. With all the s**t happening to me, how can I. I do believe that there's a higher power, but the God that they talk about in the Bible is s**t. And you can b***h at me about it as much as you want. I don't care. The only reason I'm still on earth is because of my friends, mainly Kai, so be happy that I'm actually able to type this out.
 Kayla Marie Morningstar · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 12:23am · 3 Comments |
