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Feelings
I don't want to go on
Living like nothing's wrong
I want to express myself
Without it being so hard

So torn apart by
Feelings I know nothing about
I don't want to live
If no one cares

I bottle it all up
So people think nothing's wrong
All the unshed tears
So much pain coming from no where

The glass bottle holding
All my tears and fears
Shatters within time
Slowly cracking until it bursts

All the work I did
Carefully placing them inside
Is gone I guess
I wasn't careful enough


Your Misfortune
Dispare, Misfortune, Grief and Blood
Silver silence is golden
Blood covered hands and sweet scent of death
Red blood is blue
Death is cold
She slaughtered the lamb
Cold as a stone


TBC
Turn away
The helping hand
Go astray
Forget his plan


MAlice Mizer obsession
I think I have a slight..Ok a HUGE obsession with Malice Mizer! I drew a picture of Gackt today, but the picture is of when he went to do his solo career -sob- But uhm yeah, if you want to see how obsessed I am with JRockers [*swoon*] check out my large collection of photos, here.


A poem I wrote
One Step
One step, that's all it takes
One step, and I'll fall with grace

You're the one that pushed me this far
All I have to do is take one step
And it'll all be over
But I'll stand on the edge and wait

One step, that's all I need
One step, and I'll be free

When push comes to shove
I'll be the first to go
I'm already on the edge
And all I have to do is take one step

One step, it's a race with the clock
One step, and I'll fall like a rock

I'll watch as the end comes near
But for once, I'd like to see you on the ledge of fear
Not knowing who will push you the furthest
Or if anyone will save you in your last second

One step back, that will do
One step back, it's all thanks to you


Poison - Groove Coverage
(I wanna love you but I,but I better not)

Poison

(I wanna love you but I,but I better not)

Poison

Your cruel device
your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill...

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna play these games

(I wanna love you but I,but I better not)

Poison

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna break these chains


Wake Up Dead - Nocturnal Rites
Ride, hell's in fury, an evil in believe
Wrath upon the dead and dreaming
Lie, sins subliminal, I twist in harmony
Blood upon my darkest day

Slit my wrist and watch me bleed
Tighten the noose around my neck
Fear the evil, turn the lights

Wake up dead
I'm falling
I can hear it whisper as I desecrate myself
Wake up dead
It's calling
Wake up dead - alive

Die, life's expendable, taking my last breath
Waiting for my death I'm grieving
Why, in the darkest hours, I can hear my call
Hell for now and evermore

The sins will not justify, the blood on my hands
I'm twisting the knife
Reality is no more, I'm waking up dead and alive


blurry eyes - l'arc~en~ciel

tooku no kaze wo
mi ni matou
anata ni wa todokanai
kotoba narabete mite mo [1]
mata shisen wa dokoka
mado no mukou

kawaranai yokan wa tsudzuite-iru
ano hibi sae kumotte...

kago no naka no
tori no you na
utsuro na me ni furete-iru
gogo no hizashi wa maru de
anata wo soto e
sasou hikari

kawaranai yokan wa tsudzuite-iru
ano hibi sae kumotte shimau

meguri-kuru toki ni
yakusoku wo ubaware-sou [2]
kono ryoute sashinobete mo
kokoro wa hanarete


[Instrumental]

(Why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes?)

[Guitar Solo]

meguri-kuru toki ni
yakusoku wo ubaware-sou
kono ryoute sashi nobete mo
kokoro wa hanarete

meguri-kuru toki ni
taisetsu na hito wa mou
furimuita sono hitomi ni
chiisa na tameiki


(Your blurry eyes) ...your blurry eyes
(Your blurry eyes) ...kokoro wa
(Your blurry eyes) ...hanarete
(Your blurry eyes) ...yuku


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