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The candle is burning so low for me.


I'm waiting for David to tell me he's not coming to my party Saturday. And then I'll stop talking to him for a while. I really can't and don't want to deal with his laziness, procrastination, unthoughtfulness, pigheadness anymore. All he does is make me sad or or upset. Hell, it's been all he's done for over a year now. I thought I'd fix it by breaking up with him. Here it is, 10 months later and he still has the ability to upset me. Why am I still so stupid over him? Atalaya · Thu Mar 03, 2005 @ 11:02pm · 0 Comments


Two more weeks until we head down to North Carolina for Thanksgiving. Dad asked me if I was going. Mom gave me the impression that I didn't have a choice. I don't mind going, it'll be nice to see my family again. It's a long a car ride though. Dave and Il were over last night. Il showed me a picture of Jess and Joe at their wedding reception. Jess looked so pretty! I really wish I could have gone, but when you haven't talked to the bride in a year, it's wishful thinking for an invitation. David (not to be confused with Dave) said something really sweet about me on his livejournal. "I've known Denyse for a much shorter time than the aforementioned three; only for a period of, what, 3 years now? But in that time, she's also become one of my closest friends, and rightly so." We dated for 2 years and we were close. It's funny, now that we're not together, I'm more afraid of losing him. I'm still hoping that one day things will get settled and maybe we'll have another chance with each other. Atalaya** · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 09:07pm · 0 Comments


I've been on Gaia a lot recently. Mostly because I'm on medical leave from work. My incision seems to be healing nicely. Well, except at the bottom where it's STILL OPEN. But it's slowly closing itself, thankfully. I'm glad I didn't have to get stitches or staples. I'd imagine that'd hurt getting pulled out. They used some adhesive glue crap instead that I'm sure I'll be pulling off my body for the next 6 months. Still have another 2 weeks before I can drive and another 4 weeks until I can get some lovin. sigh The not driving bothers me most! Hopefully daytime television doesn't drive me too crazy. But I have to say, being home all the time is doing wonders for my time around time with Net Flix! Oh well. Mom should be home soon. I'm kinda lonely. I wish Dave would call me back. Grr. Slutty Dave. Takes forever to return phone calls. Maybe I should call Demian and see if he'd like to visit soon. Think I've given up on Scott. Can't go anywhere without his girlfriend. It's like they're married. Maybe once Becca is feeling better from her cold, I'll ask her to come over. Been a few days since I last saw her. We're both feeling kind of unsocial right now though. With Amy moving back to town, I should be able to see her more often, yay! Kinda wished Aryn was still living around here. She moved down a state when she got married though. Wish David drove so that he could come see me. I miss him lots. And Jode.. I feel asking him to come over before work because that means he has to leave early. Oh well. I have Net Flix to keep me company. And Monster House is on during the day. I love Monster House. Hell, I love Steve! Atalaya · Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 10:10pm · 0 Comments


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