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Ugh, the beginning of the month is always the worst time for me. I was so disoriented and really really out of whack. Tuesday was the absolute worst of all this week, though. I think the worst part was that I already knew what was coming for quiz bowl. I knew I didn't have a snowball's chance in hell, but I tried to convince myself that I was just being pessimistic. Ah, I never believe myself when I should. But the bad part was that I really couldn't stop myself from kinda freaking out. It was really horrible. I was going crazy in my head, and that was no fun. I can't even describe it. But it passed really quickly this time, prob'ly cuz of Victoria's b-day. I got all cherred up and excited about it that I kinda forced myself out of the disorienting sensitivity.
But of course, though I'm not caught in a vague cloud anymore, I am still a little sensitive. I keep getting all these weird sensations and turning to find various people right there. And split-second flashes of things that happen immediately after. Which gets annoying...But I also mangaed to get talked into playing Phantom for Beth tomorrow. *sighs* I tried so hard not to give in, but she's just soooooooo convincing crying If she only knew...meh, it's so evil!!!!!!
"Just when I think there's no song to sing, I hear a melody that is everlasting"
~nepie
 nepie · Fri May 04, 2007 @ 01:08am · 0 Comments |
