furby's are fun (until they attack and kill everyone in a bloody massacre)
if you didnt know already, the world hates me. whenever i feel like i've done something right there are five people standing there telling me its wrong. stephen thinks its all his fault, but its not. janelle and kevin and jake all hate me for no reason. i dont even talk to jackie as often as i used to anymore. codi i dont think even likes me.
i just try to protect myself and i get beat up for it. people threaten to kill me. i dont even know why i do anything anymore. it just makes things worse.
i just dont see why people do that stuff to me. almost all the people who are mad at me i've never even done anything to.
i dont even see why its worth having friends when they're all hating me by the end of the year.
Life sucks... Often. Well...maybe it would help to look at it this way... Really bad things happen, and strong people who don't give up make those bad things eventually turn into something good. Something better than you could have even imagined. Just like you learn from mistakes, you also learn how to overcome difficult obstacles.
If you were a mouse trapped in a maze, trying to get that piece of cheese....and around every single corner you turn is something scary. Or something annoying. Or something that pisses you off sooo bad. Or something that makes you wish you were dead.
Maybe you would start to think that the cheese isn't really there. That you can only dream of true happiness.
But if you were that mouse, and you did give up... Then all of your past efforts would go to waste.
If you keep at it though...you would eventually find the cheese.
Keep your chin up, and then you will be able to track down the smell of the cheese.
And the reward will be 1000 times better than if you just went through the maze without any obstacles~!
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· Community Member · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 03:35am
i know janelle probably does, i dont know about kevin, but i do know jake does not hate you i will protect you the best i can, i just wish i could do more i would think there are a few of your friends that make it worth it..... cry
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· Community Member · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 12:47pm
oh, and heather's comment is very...wise that is truly great advice
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· Community Member · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 12:48pm
what??? i havent done anything to you, your makeing me feel bad now, what do you mean we dont talk anymore, we talk every day at school.