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Okay. Obviously I'm a loser. An idiotic, moronic loser. But what else is new in that matter, eh? Obviously been one for years, and there's not too much I can do about it at this point. -sighs and shrugs-

For those of you that care & don't know..... I am married on gaia again. To killatony. There wasnt a big ceremony or nothing, so don't feel bad if you didnt know. Tony is sweet... heart heart heart and I loves him. 3nodding

Anywho....

My mom came up during my break, which was fun. I picked her up in IF and then we headed north to go see some family friends in Butte, MT. I don't really remember them... to be honest.... but we left when I was four... so who could really blame me... ? They have 5 older children (the youngest of which is 24 and he's pretty damn good-looking...though he's seriously dating someone so nothing will come of that... and I dont think I'm pretty enough for him anyways.... so.... ) and 3 younger the oldest is 12 and the youngest is 5. Randi's a total sweetheart (the 12 year old) in comparison to my 13-year old brother. Of course it could be the fact that she's female, etc, and not fighting the wonders of puberty. Jeff is a good kid too, into wrrestling, etc, and fun to play games with. Luke is just adorable. Though I am not a fan of the movie, he kept quoting Napoleon Dynamite. I'll post the little video that I took of him if I can later. My mom "put a quarter" in him one night, so when we were playing dice, i let him "help" by rolling one of the 6 dice for me. He loved it, and wanted to play again the next night, though we didnt.

After Butte, we headed east to try and see yellowstone. On the way down, there were two herds of buffalo on the sides of and on the road, so we got alot of good pictures. When we got to West Yellowstone though, and were ready to head into the park, we discoevered that the park doesnt open til April 20th. -sigh- Oh well. I guess. I'll try again later in the semester with Mal and Sarah. We ended up just driving back to rexburg, then to IF again and just wandered around. I got four new fish, which was awesome.... hopefully they'll live longer. Two gold barbs, and two tiger barbs. Yayness.

Mommah left this morning, which i really wasnt looking forward too..... cuz I miss having someone I can talk to that knows whats going on in my life... one that i can call and talk to anytime... and one that can sense when I'm in pain.... -sighs-... there's so few like that..... She's headed up to Oregon on Tuesday to help my grandfather get ready for his move to texas.

I get to go home in July (mid-ish) which I'm exciteid for..... being up here for a year and some odd months... with the roommates I've had.... has been nothing short of torture..... I'm going on a service mission too... just gotta talk to my bishop to figure out all the details etc, and I'll let y'all know them too (at least those of you who actually care to ask)

School starts monday.... and here's hoping that I'm settled enough on my medications that this one will be alot easier on me... y'know? this one was pretty darn hard on me.... but what cha gonna do neh?

I'm going to write a new songfic with "Numb" from Linkin Park. ^^ So stay on the lookout for that, neh?

Ciaoness