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I really hate today. Nothing good has happened. I mean, right now, My head is throbbing, my chest feels tight, my heart is racing. It really hurts...and ibuprofen isn't making it any better. I hate it. Also, my parents are getting me back to the point where I'm feeling suicidal almost the entire time I'm at home. THIS IS WHY THE THERAPIST AND PSYCHIATRIST THINK IT WOULD BE GOOD TO PUT ME ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS!!!! I hate feelign this depressed and my family only makes it worse by getting mad at me for it. WHAT THE HELL?! That only makes me mopre depressed! Thank goodness I know some of my friends LOATHE my parents without really even meeting them! *headdesks* I'mma go die now....; ; *sits in the depression corner*