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I don't know why but I am really depressed. I learned that my mother is selling the piano..my piano, for I was the only one who played. Even though I have not played the piano in two years...when she said she was selling it I started to cry. I don't know why but all of the sudden I felt a huge pang of regret for not continuing playing the piano. I never had any motivations and hated being made sit for one hour to play the piano, and now that my mother never makes me anymore I stopped completely and just sat on my butt playing on the computer.
Yeah I know I'm a complete lazy butt, and I probably deserve if because I haven't played for so long but still...
I feel really sad, after playing for seven years and not for two, I still feel like a piece of me has just been taken out of my body...it makes me really depressed. I really feel like I should of continued my piano playing...
ah well, its already sold nothing I can do about it I guess.
Signing off, goodnight.
 wingedprinceofdarkness · Sun Mar 25, 2007 @ 05:46am · 0 Comments |
