As some two of you of you know, I've been in deppression since January. That's like....4 months of loosing intrest in everything.
For that 4 months I haven't been doing much to none school, I'm in an online school. Well, I have just gotten a phone call from my counselor and the first thing I thought was "Oh s**t, I'm going to get in trouble for not doing school..."
This is how the conversation went:
Her: Hey, how's classes going for you?
Me: Good...I've been spacing out alot due to deppression though...
Her: Aww, I'm sorry, well, you've been doing well for being in deppression.
Me: ....?
Her: Ok, well, is there anything I can do to help?
Me: No, theres nothing you can do...
Her: Ok, well, is you mother and sister home
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Nothing past that is important.
But, what. The. ********? I've averaged 2 weeks of school through the past 4 months and I'm doing that well? How stupid can you get?
I don't know whether to feel happy I've been getting away with doing nothing OR feel embarassed for enrolling in the school.
COME ON!
How come every school I go to are full of a bunch or idiotic teachers and students? Sure, I mean like, it's school.
But last year a teacher actually called me a "sick little child" to my face and my sister a b***h. Yes, a b***h.
I've had two teachers like me SO much for doing...well, nothing. Being quiet, not talking, ok, that's it, but, they let me get away with anything.
I was told I was going to fail an assaignment which I thought I was going to pass with flying colors ((Nazi subject is easy...)) if I didn't turn in 8 pages of notes.
I said "******** it, theres a few days left of school, anyway, theres no point."
I got my grades back, expecting to see a big fat F and what did I see? An "A".
What the Hell?
I passed that class and I barely did anything.
I passed Science and I barely did anything.
I didn't pass math because when I tried I got F's and the teacher and I didn't get along.
I passed History as well.
Come the ******** on!
Where the Hell is the logic in that?
I've had people complain "Oh! Japan has the highest schools and we don't, blah blah blah"
Well ******** DUH.
Look at the quality of our schools?
And the only "good" ******** schools are private and either Christian or Cahtolic.
******** if I let some bitchy nun teach me and when I do something wrong I get smacked.
I'd smack her back.
I'm loosing respect for our School District.
It's almost enough to make me drop out of school.
Notice I said almost. I'm not going to do it. I'm sure, doubt it, but I'm sure, I can find a decent alternitive.
For now, ******** it.
I'm going to do this school, maybe I can get away with being "the best student" if I actually attempt something.
For that 4 months I haven't been doing much to none school, I'm in an online school. Well, I have just gotten a phone call from my counselor and the first thing I thought was "Oh s**t, I'm going to get in trouble for not doing school..."
This is how the conversation went:
Her: Hey, how's classes going for you?
Me: Good...I've been spacing out alot due to deppression though...
Her: Aww, I'm sorry, well, you've been doing well for being in deppression.
Me: ....?
Her: Ok, well, is there anything I can do to help?
Me: No, theres nothing you can do...
Her: Ok, well, is you mother and sister home
~~~~~
Nothing past that is important.
But, what. The. ********? I've averaged 2 weeks of school through the past 4 months and I'm doing that well? How stupid can you get?
I don't know whether to feel happy I've been getting away with doing nothing OR feel embarassed for enrolling in the school.
COME ON!
How come every school I go to are full of a bunch or idiotic teachers and students? Sure, I mean like, it's school.
But last year a teacher actually called me a "sick little child" to my face and my sister a b***h. Yes, a b***h.
I've had two teachers like me SO much for doing...well, nothing. Being quiet, not talking, ok, that's it, but, they let me get away with anything.
I was told I was going to fail an assaignment which I thought I was going to pass with flying colors ((Nazi subject is easy...)) if I didn't turn in 8 pages of notes.
I said "******** it, theres a few days left of school, anyway, theres no point."
I got my grades back, expecting to see a big fat F and what did I see? An "A".
What the Hell?
I passed that class and I barely did anything.
I passed Science and I barely did anything.
I didn't pass math because when I tried I got F's and the teacher and I didn't get along.
I passed History as well.
Come the ******** on!
Where the Hell is the logic in that?
I've had people complain "Oh! Japan has the highest schools and we don't, blah blah blah"
Well ******** DUH.
Look at the quality of our schools?
And the only "good" ******** schools are private and either Christian or Cahtolic.
******** if I let some bitchy nun teach me and when I do something wrong I get smacked.
I'd smack her back.
I'm loosing respect for our School District.
It's almost enough to make me drop out of school.
Notice I said almost. I'm not going to do it. I'm sure, doubt it, but I'm sure, I can find a decent alternitive.
For now, ******** it.
I'm going to do this school, maybe I can get away with being "the best student" if I actually attempt something.
