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blur again, except i cleaned most of my room then fell asleep cuz i over did it -.-. i forced some1 to b my master lol, um i ate pizza, and i finnished my eggs, i cant remember the rest crying my head didnt hutrt much, just dizzy and very misty, and my head feels strange. i hope they just remove it and i will b fine, i dont wanna die, prob wont, but it would be scary if they said, oh theres nothing we can do, its in operable, sorry, best we can do is shrink it with chemo... fun fun ... i dont wanna lose my hair, oy. im kinda scared to go on the 4th, i wont find out until i give the disk, thats where they put the pix now so i cant b nosy...to the specialist, then it another waiting game, i sill will have to wait 4 a damn appointment to give him the disk, then wait till he checks crap out im guessing, i hate waiting, just tell me geezez. things r goin on in my head that make it hard to sleep, but thats personal so im not typin that in here. cats bday is coming up, my moms is next month and then mothers day soo im screwed for money. keep having nightmares of being in hs, but its just really wierd, its like the first day and i cant find my classes, everyone is being strange. i dunno, my head works against me, only a few ppl understand me, but they are good ppl ^^
 lil_qt_cat1 · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments |
