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Ok...love is officially overrated. I've had enough of it. At school, I couldn't attract a guy if my life depended on it...and now, I have a bf, plus an ex, plus a 20-yr-old (r older) trying to hook up. All of this has happened in 4 or so weeks since I entered T.A.F.E. What is happening to the world?
Most of the guys I'm attracting I actually like too. The Muslim type. I know, I have weird taste. But most white guys just think they've got it all, plus I don't like white skin on guys for some reason... Then there's the black guys. So overrated it's not even funny. Their always assuming people hate them because their black, when it's only because they say that all the time. And as for the Asians...well...most of them just can't grow beards and look girly. Plus its just annoying that their good at everything...
It just makes sense to me to go for guys from places like Bangladesh, Afghanistan or India or somewhere. Plus their cute. Don't ask me why...it's just their skin colour and everything...um...yeah...nevermind!
So anyway, I'm not sure how to go about telling this new guy I'm already with someone. I think I might have been leading him on a bit...when he called this afternoon he told me he'd missed me and I told him I'd missed him too. I mean, I had to, right? It was only polite... I feel so bad though. I've been leading the guy on without meaning to. Maybe I should ask one of my friends to casually mention to him that I'm with Aeron already...better yet I could just introduce them to him and they'll end up mentioning it to him by themselves...
Or I could just tell him by myself that I'm already with someone...
I hate being in jams. Well...if I don't commit suicide from the pressure, ciao until next time.
 FSlayerX · Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 11:24am · 1 Comments |
