Dear Journal,
I awoke late again this morning... and alas I exited the house late at 6:35 A.M. I went through first period in a very crummy kinda way. When I got to the locker room my lock had two locks attached to it. Then during gym itself I had gotten hit around 7-8 times with a basketball. I turned in the locks after class. The next period was fine. Third period was a big test. I don't know how I did. Lunch was fairly annoying.
I didn't do much after that. We did a quiz in English, finished Amistad in History, and I typed up more of my report for German class. I had to play the entire way through band without any assistance... and I butchered ever song... I can't play the Tuba well. Yes to all you reading this I play the Tuba for band and I suck. -sigh- Now lets continue onward.
I'll change the topic... hows that? Ah what the hell... your just a reader what difference would it make. idea I'll change the topic to "her". Yes that is what I shall do. I seen her today... but only twice. What am I doing... I've never even talked to her and I think I'm in love... I truely don't know who I love... maybe it's just another crush. I remember when I first saw "her" in the hall around oh say... October end of September. I remember... God dammit my mother just walked in.
Eh... I'll contiue, anyway, I remember thinking to myself "My god shes so pretty". I didn't bother much to talk to "her" let alone even try. I don't know "her" name. -sigh- I don't know "her" grade but I'm taking a guess at softmore or freshman. I see "her" on an average of two to three times a day. I the first time we had I contact was when I was walking down the skywalk. I looked at "her" and at that very instant she looked at me square in the eyes. Then she looked away as did I. Then we looked in the eyes again. This happened five or six times. Then I got to the point where our backs were to one another.
I remeber vividly this one encounter... I was walking down the skywalk and I seen "her" but she was half way down the sky walk with her back facing me. I knew it was her though. As she turned down the steps at the end of the hall, we made eye contact. Well thats enough... after all it's just a crush.
 Notakashi · Fri Feb 09, 2007 @ 10:50pm · 1 Comments |
