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Yea life has been gettin busier for me and its odd cause I'm normally not busy and stuff like that. But alot of things have come up that I need to take care of. Like I have to do house chores, do my homework, and take care of the dogs. I'm just surprised how I'm coping with the stress and stuff. Anyways lately, in my time of being busy, I found out that others have it worse than me. Most of my friends have been goin through tough times in their lives and just reading their entries has somewhat ticked me off. The roughness and twisting they go through day to day is somewhat stressful. But lately other than that someone close to me has passed away, which I hardly believe cause they posted their journal entry a few days ago. But yea they supposively died several weeks ago. It pisses me off cause it seems like a joke. But at the same time I feel like its all my fault that they are saying that or even if they are really dead, I feel responsible for it.

Life has gotten busier but it seems like it has gotten worst. The only thing thats keeping me going is Chelsey and she's the only thing thats going through my mind lately. (koharu in other words) But apon reading my friends' entries it makes me think back on the times that I've been there and done that and stuff. Sometimes I even feel like them or they feel like me at that certain point in time. Has anyone every had a life to where no hardships have came to them? If there is then they are certainly one lucky person in the world. In other words if you are that lucky person or aren't what are your views on hardships in life and the busy life as many of us go through daily or monthy even yearly? I would like to hear from you all on your views on this and if you have been their and back like me. I've said it before and I'll say it again. Life is cruel cause we let it be that way. Its time for us to grasp life by the horns and make it the way we want it to be. Remember we have the power to make something in the world and not life that has it. Remember alright!