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Babygirl
Babygirl


Babygirl,

I know things
Are goin’ wrong

But Babygirl
You gotta’ be strong

For Mama
For Daddy
And little Patty

Babygirl I know things aren’t goin’ well for you
And I’m sorry you’re blue

Patty has no idea
Mama’s really sad
And Daddy’s just walkin’ around
Lookin’ really mad

It’s a year later
And Babygirl you can’t take much more
Babygirl all I can tell you is to open
And second door

Babygirl I know things aren’t goin’ well for you
And I’m sorry you’re blue

Patty has no idea
Mama’s really sad
And Daddy’s just walkin’ around
Lookin’ really mad

Another year has slowly past
And it feels like you’ve been in a mask
Mama’s been cryin’ every minute
Patty doesn’t know
And Daddy’s just mad at the world

You wanna know how much grief this house has?
Let’s put it this way
It could fill the earth’s whole damn mass

Babygirl, this life aint for you
And I’m sorry you’re blue

You have to stay strong
And I know you did nothin’ wrong
I’m really sorry

Babygirl I know things aren’t goin’ well for you
And I’m sorry you’re blue

Patty has no idea
Mama’s really sad
And Daddy’s just walkin’ around
Lookin’ really mad

The other day I walked in her room
And found this behind a broom

Note: She says I must stay strong and that I didn’t do nothin’ wrong. I’m starting to think things in my mind that I would normally leave behind. My daddy has a gun or two and I can’t take much more. I will commit self destruction when I am 14. This is my second door. I’m going to say goodbye, I’ll see you on the other side.


I saw the date on the paper
I realized she was 14 today
I prayed to God not to let her go
I turned around—

But it was too late.


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  • User Comments: [2]
    Did you write that, Anna-chan? o.o

    comment Ice - Sha Ruo · Community Member · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 04:00am
    Yes I did. I wrote it about a year ago, I just re-did it yesterday.

    But yeah I wrote it. I don't know where I got the idea for it from.


    comment Million Dollar Dream · Community Member · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 03:25pm
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