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why do people love me?
on gaia...it seems people fall in love with me before they really know me
is it just to love someone
or is it because I'm nice and care about every one?
lately i have tried to not care as much
and it solved the love problem...but it also upset a very good friend of mine
i don't know which is worse upsetting him or having guys(and a few chicks)hanging off me
i can understand that people need to love someone but...why me?
my bf why does he love me?is it for who i am?
or what i do
how i look?
i dont know and i dont want to know
because he loves me and i know it
but these other people
why do they say that they love me?
what did i do other that help them?
if that is what people look for then maybe every one should try to help everyone else...
i dont really know why i am writing this cus its none of your guyses business but i am
so read it and try to understand
i cant love you all
i can care for you...
i can cry and laugh with you
but i cant really love any of you
i spred myself thin but if i stop doing what i do...
i think all the bad things in my life would catch up to me...and i dont know what would happen
welcome to the depressed days of my life
there arn't very many...and thats just how i like it