I can't do this any more. Being in this place is depressing. Not talking to Matt is depressing. I just want to go home where im sure that everything will be ok. Being so far away is just to hard. I love you Matthew. I love you with all my heart. In a way I can't wait to start the new year. four and a half more hours until a new year. In a way its a fresh start for me. I've been through so much bull in this past year and Im looking forward to a better life this year. I'm looking forward to a year with the man of my dreams and the love of my life. I just hope i dont screw that up. Im looking forward to a year where Im surronded by friends who love me and just dont need me for something Im looking forward to alot. Maybe Im greedy...or maybe I feel as though the world owes me at least one good year.
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