It is strange, here on the single most public place i know of is the only time i can say these most imtimate things and truly express what i feel, for you who i have hurt i'll say what i can especially one of you, for whom this one if for
I'm trying my best
I really am
It's sad I agree
I used to be so strong
But this habit has a chokehold on me
And I can't breathe in your perfume
I wish that I could start again
Because I can't seem to keep anyone around
The fact is that I love no one
That scares me to death
More than anyone can know
And as much as I have to say
The only statement that seems important is
I'm sorry
For disappointing you
For proving you right all along
For being the one to waste it all
I can't explain what you mean to me
I never could
And even though you thought I never wrote about you
You're in every word
In every sentence
You've always been there for me
And now I fear that I've let you down
Because now I can't go on
I can't be me or anyone for that matter
But I promise to you
At least for the sake of the memories we share
I will light this town on fire
Just so I can see you for one last time
I can do this
I know I can
I just need you to promise me
Promise you'll help me
And be here for me one last time
Because I need you more than ever
And to be ever so honest
You're the closest thing I have to love
So Thank You
WishKeeper Community Member 
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